often when i’m upset/lonely/stressed/frustrated/anxious i crave hugs. Its the one habit my family have noticed that i develop when i’m stressed (ie. exam or assignment times) i require more hugs... i guess its for assurance, a feeling of security, the warmth of it that brings me comfort and makes me feel loved.

haha there have been times when perhaps i’ve left assignments or study to the last minute, and hence the stress... and i’ve had to ask my parents to please skip the lecture and just give me the hug? the hug would momentarily soothe the panic attack (which i’m not usuall prone to... but when it occurs... its like i’ve convinced myself that i don’t deserve to pass. haha) but eventually i’d need to go back for another hug. it becomes an addiction...

in all honesty? the only times i truly find peace is when I seek Him with all my heart and commit it all into His hands. its only then that His reassurance washes over me.. His peace and love envelopes me... just like a hug... but better. =D

hahaha it would be nice if i could remember this everytime...and save myself the embarrassment of a panic attack.

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