Friday, May 2, 2008
moment of weakness
after the day i've had... you'll forgive me this moment of weakness. after the day i've had? i give myself permission to collapse into a fit of gushiness and gah gah. so excuse me for a moment? while i get this out of my system? haha
omgosh omgosh omgosh!!! arghhhh melt melt melt! heart in a puddle, right there, down on the floor. haha ok, so maybe you're wondering what has gotten my heart aflutter:
every time she walks away from you she's miserable, and i care about how she feels, i care! i know what you think, but this isn't just a crush. ok? maybe after so many years, you just don't see it. do you know how many women think like that? and look like that? and laugh like that? and care? one. so far i've met one. and yes, she's... she's out of my league in every possible way, but i don't care. she... dazzles me. and i'm not stupid enough to hope that one day i'll meet someone like her when the time is right, because i won't. i love her. ok? and i guarantee you, i wouldn't make her cry.- dell private practice
cuteness!!! be still my beating heart. hahaha when was the last time i absolutely melted? haha could very well be zac efron in hairspray, oh boy. zac efron and dell have beautiful babyblues i think i have a thing for blue eyes. and gorgeous smiles, but that was no revelation to me. hahaha
but i don't think its the attractiveness that set my heart badoombadoom
rather, it was the intensity? that he was willing to fight for her? girls want a guy who thinks that she's worth fighting for. (agree with me on this one girls?) a guy who thinks that she's worth pursuing? haha but then again, things are way more complicated than just that.
tv, movies, books, etc have ruined me for life! hahaha i'm being melodramatic. why is it always so cute and meltyourheart when its fictional, but soooo embarassing or cringe-worthy when it happens to you in real life? huh? huh? meh, i find myself confusing sometimes.
haha ok... enough. no more gushing.
well... at least for tonight ;) gnite
Labels: girl talk, ramblings
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